So all night I was haunted with dreams from work, ex's, and my exfather. The only thing I didn't dream about were the creature scary dreams, meaning poltergeists or velociraptors. I'm not really sure how much sleep I got in total but it was pretty bad. Despite that though, I'm going to be moving forward today. Today is the day that I hopefully will be talking with the woman who went from working Education to Harbor Police before me. I can finally figure out how close I am to their standards and what I can expect. Finally feels like a step towards my goal.

This weekend should be good too. Tomorrow I'm heading up to Julian with my Brother-in-law and real father, as long as I can get over my bad times up there. I don't want to think about the past I really don't and I'd love to get into hopefully colder weather. Saturday is our friend Brian's birthday... so that going to be a day full of BBQ and WWII shooter games. Then Sunday I'm working the Battle Ship Game on our subs at the museum for a few hours before I have to head off to dance.

Thankfully the weekend will be a good closer, for the most part next week is going to be hell. XD *sigh*